This week is going to suck. It’s that time of month and I guess I’m suffering early, gaaaaah. I was all irritable yesterday. Yut asked me if I remembered about my quiz on Thursday cos I haven’t studied and I got all defensive and snapped something to the effect of I don’t feel like studying. Then after dinner I proceeded to fall asleep, uncontrollably, even though it was only just past 8pm. Seriously unable to keep my eyes open, even for tv! I never even managed to turn on my computer!(!!) Then I woke up at 2:30am with a headache. For which I took Excedrin (yes I know, I am walking talking Excedrin advert but doooooood, it’s good stuff:) Excedrin should soooo pay me; I’ll even take payment in Excedrin.) I tried to sleep again, but well, it’s like 5 in the morning and I can’t sleep, and I’m giving up. I spent 2 hours in bed trying to fall asleep, but my mind won’t shut up. Plus remember the part about irritable? Well it’s being mean to me. All this and I haven’t even started bleeding yet. (I tried to type menstruating, but I think that’s spelled wrong, but I don’t feel like looking it up in the dictionary. I know! It’s nuts, I love the dictionary! And I love sleeping, but I can’t sleep! I am clearly going crazy. At least I still care about spelling things right.)
Next up is going to be cramps, unless I get lucky. I can’t take much more of this. Actually that makes me wonder if melodramatic is one of my symptoms. I told you my mind wouldn’t shut up. I think I’m going to make an appointment with my doctor/nurse practitioner/anyone and ask for a new birth control pill, one that does better alleviating PMS symptoms. (SUGGESTIONS WELCOME!) I don’t know if I will follow through on this this week, I am feeling too… I don’t know what, incapable? unmotivated? lazy?… to deal with it right now, but I will, sometime.